Brian, My Love

You, my love
Were it for me
Yet, I felt I had
To set you free

Many nights awake
I'd cry and pray
"Please Lord might there be...
Some other way!"

Love, I could not give you
What you would need
A most difficult choice
Made not from greed

For had I not
Loved you so much
Here under my wing with me
In this I trust

A choice to let
You grow to be
A man of strength
I may never see

Tears, yes I still cry
Missing you so
Please forgive me love
For letting you go

Held against my heart
A memory of my son
Dear Brian, my love
My only one!

Brian,
 I cannot say it  another way. I'm sorry
everyday and I love you. If you come to
me one day maybe I can explain it better.
I don't know that I will get that chance
but I never once stopped loving you or
forgot that my heart is out there within
you. I've prayed for strength and for light
to shine upon your world always.
Loving you from afar,
L

(I want to put Mom here so bad it hurts!)